47.it was never okay, until you came ;D

hello.
i'm not really in the mood to blog now , kind of emo cause of something which i only told to patrixia and chimkaisheng cause they were the only ones i could find on msn and my contacts to rant about things plus they're the best listeners ever (: thanks guys for cheering me up :D iloveyou,darls (:

well, school was school , slept at TWO last night so i was kinda sleepy for the entire day but i couldnt sleep for a reason :D i'm thinking to much lately :\ i have a mountanious pile of homework to be done. i dont think i can make it through life anymore :\ tuitons and school is just too much for a small girl like me :\

i better get started with the first mountain and then with the next :D
if i fall will you be there to catch me ? :)

46. i break the rules but i dont care :D

Hello :D
Many apologies for the lack of updates, i'm so lazy and tired these days ): anyways, i cut my hair like a week ago O: i look like a geek! :B now i look like "primary meagan" which i most absolutely DO NOT like D: i bet you wanna stop hearing me rant about my hair so I shall stop now (:
So, today was our SECOND sports practice which was very tiring. me, pikjune & senoja ran together for the whole three rounds , while i was running i was wondering "who the hell built this padang ?" there were so many holes in them , wtf? and it nearly made me trip but i didnt (:had the usual lessons after sports, it was such a bore :\ came back and ate wantan mee, mummy bought. yummmeeeehhhh :D took abathafter that and
waited for my piano lesson turns out my teacher's sick so she couldn't come. too
bad :\ watched American Idol after that, arghh, i oh-so-love that show (: hehe .
gonna go take a nap, ciao ;D

45. Sincerely sorry .

To My Dear Friends,
I'm very sorry for causing us to split up and all, I've caused you all trouble and i seriously didnt mean to. I hope you all dont split up because of me , i hope you all accept my apology and i hope i can make it up to you all by monday :D

xo,
MEAGAN (:

44. we were never really far apart .

HELLO
sorry for the lack of updates, my mom's killing me with the boring, non-sensical, sleepy tuitons ): plus, the stress of homework and school is already taking half of my soul away to heaven or maybe even down there ):

well, i have some awesome news, which is :

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I'M GOING SUPERJUNIORS CONCERT ! *jumps up and down non-stop* ARGHHH ! i cant wait for the oh-so-gonna-be-awesome concert ! i'm starting to love them more and more everyday ! lalala`~ THEY ROCK MY SOCKS ! ;P

pfffttt -.- anyways, today was damn fucked up during koko :\ ihateyouhidayu wanna know what she did? when she came in to our class during koko for decrations i asked wether i could go to the toilet , somemore i asked damn nice with the "PLEASE" and she said no,wtf? somemore i wanna burst edi somemore dun let me, cb-kia. so i asked again and she said no and the damn toilet infront of my class only, as if im gonna ponteng but she let teh kah poh go, i gave her the du lan face and the middle finger __ , after 15 fucking minutes of thinking how du lan i am with her i just ran to the toilet without her permission cause i knew if i asked she wouldn'let so what's the point right ?:D

and to VISHALINI , YES YOU! STOP SAYING TO YOUR FRIENDS THAT I TALKED BAD ABOUT JAMUNA TO YOU , WHICH I DIDNT AND FOR GODS SAKE I DONT EVEN TALK TO YOU CAUSE I'VE HATED YOU SINCE THE DAY I MET YOU ! AND I BARELY EVEN KNOW JAMUNA AND SHE BARELY EVEN KNOWS ME SO WHAT'S THERE TO TALK ABOUT? SO JUST SHUT YOUR BIG FAT MOUTH & FUCK OFF!

43. happy birthday yeong fang & jay chou :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUA YEONG FANG !
iloveyou too bits ! :D
have an awesome 14th ! muah (:

and not forgetting JAY CHOU ! :DD

hehe, iloveyou ! :DDDDDD

oh, and SUPERJUNIOR's coming to malaysia ! wtf? damn excited ! :DD
hahaha, so gonna go to their concert ! ;P

haha, anyways, i went to school late today -.- & i kena saman by teacher . BOO! :\ went into the hall with my shirt untuck and tie not tied, called jane to tie my tie for me but all of them didnt know how to tie , they kept passing my tie everywhere until i couldnt even find my tie but it was with yee lynn (: thanks yee lynn for helping me :D

went for break after that , omg, rachel chui was uber funny ! while we were eating, she saw this indian dude which was carrying lots of revive for only god knows what reason lah, and she screamed to the boi saying " I WANT ! I WANT !" haha, the dude was like "NO!" den he ran away but he stopped and screamed "I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU ! " omg, it was so funny i could barely swallow my foood :DD den we saw him again during lunch time, this time he was carrying THREE bottles of revive , den me and rachel were like "I WANT! I WANT !" he screamed "NO!" to us and we started chassing him around the canteen, we ran and ran and ran until we lost him. haha (: everyone was looking at us but lucky there was only a lil' people left (:

haha, anyways, i got to go,
ciao :D

42. biatch ;D

first of all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANE LEE!
you were always there for me,
iloveyou,babe ;D

well, school was funnnnnaaayyyyy todayyyy, especially during english. i swear FooJiSun is racist :D he said the funniest thing during english period today,while we were all insulting Dheepan like mad,usual :D and out of no where, JiSun suddenly said " Why can't indians go back to INDIA ! " LMFAO. gosh, i didnt know JiSun was so racist till today :D

anyways, people these days are just plain rude. especially, this girl i hated since std5? fucking geek ! not gonna mention her name here, but my closest buddies know who she is since i've been complaining about her for a whole week :X im so out of topic, as i was saying, she's such a biatch , pfftttt -.- i just wanted to borrow a book and she answered me in a rude manner :\ she got no mother teach isit? __

HJH ; ME

can i borrow pasir salak book?
YOUR HEAD LAH WE ALSO WANT TO USE LAH !
SHUT UP LAH, FUCK YOU! >:( __
*looks away

i know i was mean too, but it was only because she was mean first :) haha, i always give her the eye when i see her, she'll just look away, haha. grrr, i hate her :\

ciao :D

41. Down To Earth :D

hello,
damn. sorry for the lack of updates, my mom took away my comp for 2 days __ FML. anyways, school was the usual & i have a mountanious pile of homework now ): plus, i've been really stress on tuiton lately , its goin on nearly everyday :\ i desperately want to learn the drums but my mom says only if i study hard which is really not my thing ):

i have cravings for cendol now , no idea why but sounds damn mouth watering O: fucking pig ! :\ LOL, enough of the bullshit (: i have a new english bestfriend ,Rachel Chui. iloveher ;D we're bonding pretty good i must say (Y) although the most we do is just smile :D

today at KH, was funnnnnnnn :D we made nasi goreng and cincau which turned out damn awesome (Y) :D at the start we were damn gan chiong cause were afraid we didnt have enough time, but turned out we still have enough time to finish :Dbetter go finish that mountanious pile of homework ):ciaoooo ! ;D

40.Imma Tell You OneTime ;D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYL GOH ! ;D
although i dont really know you very well but thanks for the party invitehad a blast ;D

39. one less lonely girl ;D

hellos :D
it's the second day of school and everything still so upside down for me :\ 2010, is turning out to be bull D: anyways, my mom keeps stressing me up , fuck :\ its like tuiton everday for me starting from now . i've been so so god damn tired these days which makes me feel like a pig O:

anyways, skip the crap & school -.- hmm, i was being random with my brother and mom during dinner. i told my mummy :

MOM ; ME.
MOM, i like to sing in the toilet :D hahahaha
oh, wad song you like to sing? ;D
IMMA TELL YOU ONE TIME! [girl i love, girl i love you] :D haahahha!
*starts laughing like crap*

later on i got bored with the quiet-ness during dinner so i started being sarcastic with my mom again :

MOM ; ME.
mom! i like to dance in the toilet also ! hahhaha :D
haha ! okay, but dont fall down ahh! :D

i gave her the " thats all you can say look" but she didnt know i was being sarcastic so she continued eating ;P [until now she still doesnt know] ;P very well, i shall start doing my homework now , ciao :D

38. happy birthday sorpoh nee ;D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU SORPOH CHYE CHIA NEE!
you [PP], i love you muchie !
you're fourteen , grow up abit lah girl :D hehe
when you're upset , go on skype kay, i'll sing a song for you everyday ! ;D
hehe, muah ! p/s: take care of [PP] aka donut T_T

37. it's no more disneyland kid, its a rough place like neverland :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR !
my new years was so-so, celebrated new years eve at Tiffany's house. me,zue & CJ were the only little kids there -.- zue came late ,so i ate first, shit! i damn pig wei. haha ! ;DD after that, zue came and we watched HighSchoolMusical 3. wth wei. haha ! :DD

later after awhile, fireworks went off, but we couldnt see much so it was kinda dissapointing? :D went back to the house and YAM SENG with all the form5 ppl and aunties ;D zue went back and i was damn alone. so i stoned there for quite awhile and den went in and karaoke-ed . alot were drunk so they werent really singing more like screaming ;DD went back around 3 something and slept at 4 and woke up at 2 . damnnn! D: fucking pig !

hmmm,schools starting soon and im not really looking forward to it D: i havent even bought my school bag and shoes yet ): currently watching ZOMBIELAND.
ciao,babes ! ;D